"'No, I don't love you. But you have got under my guard. You have moved and touched me, in a way in which I no longer care to be moved and touched. You are like a nerve I had managed to deaden, and I am annoyed to find it coming to life. I shall do my utmost to kill it off again as soon as possible. After all, I am not in the business of losing my centrality." - Anita Brookner
Back to business, then. Spent a wild weekend with Boris and my good pal, Charlie. Bought some cute stuff at Camden Market yesterday and recovered today. I am in 'Random Kiwi Dude's' flat doing a little post-coital writing. I think of Reuben constantly but I'm sure it will pass. I went to a gallery this afternoon where 'RKD" is thinking of buying some pieces. Felt back in my element. Not happier, just comfortable. Gods, I long for Roo. Please, let me be numb...
I will screw around a bit this week so hopefully you will not have to read my bleeding heart bullshit anymore. Sex, drugs, and all that stuff...
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About Me
- Gattina
- I am a free spirit and go where the wind takes me. I have many interests and am blessed with natural gifts. I feel my purpose in life is to encourage others to fully embrace life and especially to help women see past their insecurities and into their talents. Oh, and to keep on living- that's an important goal, too.